Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Ostimaca Eywa Jakesully Pandora

Haven't took a break since school days started. SP Star followed by MST then LTC. Yesterday and today was break for me. And tommorow shall be my birthday celebration with darling and taking off for my holidays.

SP Star (Stage) - Just feel that the stage team could combine with the logistics. Not much preparation is needed.


MST (5 papers) - 4 out of 5 papers are steady... Last one was totally testing the "too detailed". If i had studied for the details, that would make me a pure nerd.

LTC (CC) - The camp could be better, though it is a "success". Was quite disappointed with the 3 parties. Some were not very committed. But i can understand. I would be one of them.

Left with FO and i am done with it. So I will try harder.

CHRISTMAS BIRTHDAY HOLIDAYS I AM HERE!!! HELLOOOOOO!!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Hot Dog Buns


Went emo...



to Ubin...
Got raid by these guys :(
Due to APEC 2009, Singapore scared that terrorists will infiltrate to S'pore via Ubin to kill Obama... They send the big boys there (COMMANDOS!!!) to patrol Ubin. And they are everywhere in Ubin, with their camouflage and all... To kill anyone going to threaten S'pore.
So cool... Went Ubin to spot commandos instead of wild boars and creatures. LOL :D
But sad lor... Commandos Camp is so near Changi Jetty... Who dare to infiltrate.








Monday, November 9, 2009

I KNOW...

Have a feeling that my mind is getting stronger.

I can't stop learning from everyday things!

I no longer run away from commitments... I believe that commitments lead to action and action brings your dream nearer...

I no longer want to argue with anyone... I believe that arguing with a fool proves that there are two...

I no longer to afraid to step out the first step... I believe that we don't have to be great to start, but have to start to be great. More importantly, where we start is not as significant as where we finish...

I no longer fear failure... I believe that we learn wisdom from failure much more than success. We often discover what we will do, by finding out what we will not do. One who fears failure limits his activity. Failure is only the opportunity to more intelligently begin again.

Lastly, I no longer go for power, reputation and all... I believe that reputation is for time and character is for eternity.

Goodnights smarties! (:

Sunday, November 8, 2009

GLOB

"Sress" is an over-use word. Young men and women around me complaining that they are stress. But do they really know what is "stress"?

Learnt alot of things from the last time i blog till now.

Very meaningful.

"Every man has three characters-- One which he exhibits, one that which he has and another which he thinks he has." {~~~ I understand. ~~~}

"All the world's a stage" ~ William Shakespeare ~ {I understand}

I learn more about myself :)

Ask yourself this question:

Suppose someone offered you a coin toss proposition. He flips a coin while you call heads or tails. If you make the call correctly, he will offer you ONE MILLION DOLLARS, if you call incorrectly, you must pay him ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND DOLLARS. What is your first impulse? What is your first thoughts? Do you take the chance?

to be continued..........

Monday, October 5, 2009

Doing it right

To others, it may seems that i had failed, but to me....

I had just found 1000 ways that won't work!!!

GOGOGOGGOGOGOGOGOGGOGO!!! :D

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Enjoy

Finally left some holidays for me to enjoy :)

***Events, events preparations, Camp, Camp preparations~ ***

OVeR MAN! ITS OVER!

Sooo many feelings and thoughts to be poured out till Blogging can no longer contain them.

My 8-week progaramme had been severely interupted by ***
So i guess i should start from week 2 again? I don't know.... Haiz...
Wasted one week of perserverance!

C.S.C.C is really a holiday-killer. But some people still like it. Maybe because of the two letters CC (ChorChuan? lol...)

Ok. Can't be

Can't be bothered to care about the club anymore. So far gone to none of the events except CS events and i alrdy feel that all my holidays had been filled with CSCC loh. So sorry to other event organisers out there.


Many things better to look forward than the club: Thai trip and New SEmEsTeR =D
A trip for me to relax and enjoy. New semester for me to learn new things. Hope that the next semester will be like the previous one, talking do all the jobs ^^ * so cool *

I will continue to find that somewhere out there. Byebye

Sunday, September 20, 2009

HOLIDAYS!!!

Officially 20 days of holidays have passed. 50% enjoyment, 30% work and 20% achievement :)

And 3 more days to results :D

It will be fine, i hope. Anyway these dates are to remembered: 22, 24, 25,26,27,30 Sept. 1,7 Oct (before i forget...)

Will update more when these dates pass by yea!

Trying out a secret message below

People read these hoping to see something out of here. But there is really nothing hrere :)

Monday, September 7, 2009

Mini CS event

Today I done something that I am sure none of the people reading here had done. If you do, I greatly respect you and SLAUTE you.

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Had a mini cs event at Autism Association (Singapore) near clementi together with the sub com.

Learnt more about Autism like what is it about and the therapies they had to go through...

In short, they live in a different world as us. What seems normal to us, may not be normal to them...

We went there to help clear their resource room and clean up their children centre. We got ourselves spilt into two grps. 1 grp will clean the children centre and the other will clear their resource room.

My grp is the one clearing the resource room. We move their old furniture up their lorry and travel to the neighbourhood rubbish dump. Me joshua and PJ sat at the back of the lorry. When the lorry "go-stun", we were like praying that we dont end up inside the rubbish dump.

Ok... We ended up at the entrance of the rubbish dump. (HENG!)

But oh well... The person in charge in the end still want me to carry the things in. LOL! I WENT INSIDE THE RUBBISH DUMP!!!

OH MY GOD!!!

HAHA!!! WAAA!!!! Inside the rubbish dump is really beyond my expectations!!! With some sofas, mattresses and lots of containers that are used to contain the rubbish. What we usually see inside the rubbish dump was only a big container... But it is really an eye-opener.

Like what PJ said, free exhibition :)

I feel so proud that i actually went in. Till now i still cant believe i did that. Oh my...


After the event, we were told that we can be given a chance to interact with the children with autism and their family. It is actually a rare opportunity for anyone as, none of the Autistic related Organisations will actually allowed volunteers to interact with them.
I guess the family members are over protective over them and i can definitely understand them...

Oh well... I look forward 2nd Oct to celebrate children day with them :D

Saturday, August 29, 2009

No Title

Left the nuisance business law... Yawns.

Saw the bunch of siao "geena"s who disco-ed in the broad day light. They are having their "GRADUATION CEREMONY". LOL!!!

Weaing their graduation robe and the hat, lining up in rows.

So cute.

They graduated just like that by spending 2 years of their time dancing during national day, colouring and drawing, and maybe learning ABC.



Monday, August 24, 2009

ah...

Kitchen light had been down by some time. Going to the kitchen at night is very dangerous. Ok, hard to explain. Not the first time i mistook soya sauce as my coke -.-

One more time this thing happen i am going to change the light myself.

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Peeped at the newspaper yesterday or the day before and saw this headline :

Mom overjoyed when she discovered that her child told her a lie

Very catchy headline indeed. First reaction was "Huh? wth...?" I flipped to the page where the article was, wanting to find out what is the problem of this mother. Haha... To my surprise, i saw this word in the article, "Autistic". It explains everything...

Something i use to do, which i can easily do... Happens to be such a joyful event for a mother. Sigh. There is really no right or wrong, black or white in this world. It depends on how we see it.

Really...

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Modern Love

Last night, while my mum was listening to songs, i overheard a "song".

<驛> by 林慧萍 - 黃舒駿

This song was very special. It cannot be considered a song until the very end. The song started of with a man, using his very emotional voice to tell out a very emotional story. When I first heard this "song"over the radio (at about 5am where there are no dee-jays), i was very touched by the story. I was totally clueless about the song as it was a man who narrates the story and a woman who sang the song. I gave up searching for this song after some time. Just when i gave up, the song appeared over the radio again. This time round, though I am still very touched by the story, but i felt that there is something the writer of this song is trying to tell.

I thought of posting the story here, but in the end I decided not :)
After letting some of my close ones to listen, I discovered that not many can really understand the message behind, so i should not make my blog so boring.

Will just express my thinking here :D

We don't hear much touching love stories from people around us, but we do hear alot of break-ups instead. Yes, this is Modern Love.

"So SWEEET!!!", " I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!" , "I miss you!", etc.

These words had been used excessively and readily between couples (me too). This is the way we use to love each other. Using spoken words and some special actions that people percieve as "sweet", "lovely". We don't realise it. But this may be one of the reasons for our rigidity in our "Modern Love". Not many of them are ready to commit to what they say and therefore resulting in this rigidity.

If you do hear love stories from the past (old grandmother,grandfather stories), you will realise that they don't say the three words to each other, nor do they do something special. However, their love stories are much more touching than ours. They expressed their love through something that they do in their everday life. They don't count their days as couples together, all they care is to walk towards the end of their life with their partner. It is the totally opposite of the modern love.

Their love is far more resilient than ours. How amazing and ironic it is for a couple which does not mentioned about the three words to last longer than a sweet couple which tells their partner how much they love each other.

It could be easily explained that we do not have much time in this fast moving society to express our love slowly (like through everyday life). We have so much to do that it becomes so convenient to say the three words and get on to what we are doing.

Well, Chor Chuan is standing in the position of a man who believes in the past but much influenced by the present. There could be much more perceptions and angles in looking at this topic.


To my love one: You might not realise but everything i do is because i love you...

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Our First Time... *+[180809]+*

Today marks the day whereby i hold her hands for 1 year... Wohoo!

Sigh! I was a shy and quiet boy then. That was why i drag 4 days before i hold her hands. HAHAHA!!! =)


我们牵着手,一直往前走,路,好象没有尽头。突然,你说:我们分开吧。于是,你往东走,我往西走,我想:没有关系,我们还会再见。因为,地球是圆的!

你笑一下,我的心就跟着你跳一下。你不停的笑,我的心就不停的跳!所以你要不停的笑,我才不会因为你而死掉!

Friday, August 14, 2009

ChorChuan *+[1ST ANNIVERSARY]+* PeiYi 140809 <3

Good nights people. It's been a moment that had been long awaited. Yup!!! Enjoyed our 1st year anniversary together! ( Endless more to come =D ).



Alright, the day started of with this TADAAAAA!!!!!!!!!





Broken jar with flowers.... I know you are sad over it Bao Bei... But its ok.



If this mean that your heart is as fragile as this, we are sure that it will also means that we gets stronger after it. Just like all the quarrels with had for this whole year. I love you even more after . . .



Our day officially started by meeting her at the JE interchange after her class outing at like 530pm. We initially wanted to watch "Where Got Ghost" but it was fully booked. So too bad, we have to watch "UP" as there are no other suitable time slots to go according to our schedule (we watched the 650pm show). I could see disappointment in her eyes when we don't get the tickets of the show that we wanted. I talked to her eyes and it revealed that she felt our day was full of disappointment. She told me that her friends told her that the movie not nice de...I don't know what to do, but to hope that the surprise she was receiving later will make her day!



We went to my house as there we still got quite some time before the movie. There, i presented a bouquet of flowers (fake flowers) with a bear hugging a heart on it, hiding inside was our rings =). Glad that she loves it. Then it was her turn to give me my surprise!!! WOOO!!! ALOT OF THINGS!!! HAHA!!! I LOVE HER!!!


LOL!!! TWO LETTERS WITH LOTS OF SWEETNESS INSIDE + A CUBE WITH OUR HEARTS INSIDE + A CD THAT HAVE THE VIDEO THAT WAS MADE BY HER FOR THIS SPECIAL DAY

Lovely............ I like them alot Darling =)

After that, we went to watch the movie. Oh My God! Out of expectations! Couples should and must go watch! A very touching story of how an old man went on an exciting, funny, saddening adventure just for his dead wife... He did lots of impossible things for her wife, and of course another character who is a Wilderness Explorer (boy scout)(His wife was also a wilderness explorer). Ok la... I did rolled up some tears, but she cried like as if I am the old man. HAHAHA!!!

After the movie, was our dinner at Swensens. Black Pepper seafood for her and curry baked rice for me. We shared an ICEd MoCha w Vanilla Float and MANGO FANTASY!!!

After i finish my rice and the ice MOcHa, i was like half dead... lol. The best and fatal part is the MANGO FANTASY!!! OH!!! Made me fantasized as if i am in the winter!!! Curry baked rice plus Ice MoChA plus MANGO FANTASY!!! After the meal, i felt chilling from my stomach... Even when i am typing this post, i am still shivering. VERY FREEZING!!! Enough to freeze our greatest moment together =)

After the meal, we went up to the arcade to take neoprint. But up to our disappointment, the arcade closed... We will take another day =D

The day then was sealed with a kiss by me at the train station. (For quite some time). Dont know which auntie will take photos and put on STOMP. But its ok, i love her. After she went back, the chilled in me made me jog all the way back to my home from the train station. I couldn't feel hot, just kept running and running.... The chilled was still there after i reach near my house, i then ran to the nearest pull-up bar to do some warming...

NooooOOOoooo!!!! Its ending in an hour. Happy 1st Year Anniversary!

PS. I am falling sick soon...... Owned by Swensens =(


Monday, August 10, 2009

殺很大!!! ITS PARTY TIME CHILDREN!!!

On 7 Aug, i was walking past the kindergarten below my house... They were having National Day celebrations. You definitely could imagine how innocent they looked with their red t-shirt, red cap, holding a flag. They stand in two rows and tour like around the neighbourhood? (Uhh.... Where is my ez-link?)

Before i knew, I was already walking outside their classrooms. It was then I hear something ...

I WANT NOBODY NOBODY~ BUTT CHEW!!! LALALA~

OH MY GOD!!!

THEY ARE HAVING DISCO IN BROAD DAY LIGHT!

The windows are opened. I can see clearly how crazy they were !!! MAN!!! Imagine 20 boys and girls who don't even know 2 + 2 dancing? Shaking their head and butt like ~NOBODY~ business.

The teacher more powerful! LOL! AISEH!

Umm... Sorry... My vocab is not good enough to describe her... Stunned...

So stunned by them that i continue to stay there for another 10 mins. Well other songs includes "POKERFACE", "JUST DANCE".

I guess their parents will faint if they see their children dancing like monkeys.

Anyway, they are extremely cute. Why didnt my kindergarten have disco!!!??? Should have gone that kindergarten... Very "HIP"!!! YO!!!~ 殺很大!!!

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Laptop Laptop Laptop

Shall post something before i smash my laptop... Seriously gone case laptop. Kena virus like nobody business. It never fail to give me heart attack each time it tio virus.

Recently kena one more virus... Now become 3 viruses (Cryption Virus, Thumb-dirve virus, Fotos Virus). Sian until cannot... I did a virus scan yesterday. Guess what?

"Congratulations!!! 847 files infected! "

Gone are my files. Report writing and presentation

report (RWPS 12 pages report) gone just like that. So

sweet~ My laptop wants me to spend more time with

her, what can i do? Who ask her to love me so much...

Going to re-do everything for the 3rd time. Woooo!!!!

Anyway... Heard from my darling that she is not doing well with one of her project group mates. Many frictions, too little collaboration. I don't know how can i help. Never really felt unhappy working with anyone yet, so to speak. Maybe somebody could give advice to her as i am really in no position to do so. Hahaha....

P.S. Anyone not happy working with me tell me ok? =)

Thursday, August 6, 2009

DEAR!!!!!!

To My one and only YOU:

I had spent about more than a year together with you. For all these years,I had been looking at you for almost everyday... I will not fail to take a look at your beautiful face everyday, touching your body while i look at you... You gave me the pleasure, the entertainment that i needed.

Sorry if i had not treated u well enough. I understand that i might poke things in and out of you, but that wasn't on purpose. I just want to insert our wonderful memories together into you! I apologise if i mistreat you. Parts of you had fallen apart, but please don't let your memory fall apart. I need you!!!

I regretted not taking good care of you... Now that you are sick, I really have no other choice but to kill you. The 3 virus in you are destroying our good times together and making others infected too. I am really sad about it...

I love you so.

But...... I am afraid the viruses in you would mutate (like swine flu + bird flu )and wash away our memories. I don't want that to happen! NO!!! NO!!!

Alright, now go and rest. I will kill you soon. See you in next IT fair.

REST IN PEACE


From:
Your owner
__chorchuan~__

dedicated to my dearest lagtop... Remembered always...

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Home Town...

Shall blog about something to neutralize the sweetness in this blog ;D .

Long long time ago, my grandpa left his hometown, China and came to Singapore to earn a living. He gave birth to 8 children here in Singapore.

Not long after, he passed away when his children were still young. His eldest son was only 18 years old then... Before he pass away, he instructed his eldest son to take good care of his 7 siblings and also wish that his children could go back to their hometown to find his aunt (grandpa's sister).


All thses years, he took great care of his siblings until all of them are grown ups. Of cause he can't go back to his home town as he have to take care of his siblings. He dragged for up to half a century before he decided to go to take a look at his hometown. Together with his son and wife, they went to China.







He did not know how to start looking for his aunt as he only know where is his hometown.

He only took pictures of the scenery at his hometown, thinking that he could show his siblings where their roots are. It was until he came to the Adminstrative Governance Place during his tour. He deicided to went in and seek assistance of the government there. Within half an hour, they was able to help him to contact his cousin at his hometown.




When they met, they verify themselves. Asking each other questions. When they are very sure of each other identity, they embrace each other.... With the help of the officials, he was able to find his long distant relatives.

His aunt... 95 years old...
He went back and told us of our origins, not to forget where we came from. He took alot of pictures. And i will not forget.
China 中國, Shanghai 上海 , Province of ZheJiang 浙江, State of WenZhou 溫州, City of Yue Qing 乐清市, town of Huang Hua 黄华.

Going there this December hopefully...

See you "Gu Po" !!!













Monday, August 3, 2009

*+[ 1 4 0 8 0 8 ]+*


*+[ 1 4 0 8 0 8 ]+* to remember. The day where we started. The day i found her. In less than two weeks time it will be another 1 4 0 8...

Time before 1 4 0 8 0 8 was free and peaceful. But i know it is there. Somewhere out there.

Days after 1 4 0 8 0 8 was full of excitement and joy!!! Filled with love, happiness, sorrowness and sourness. A mix of feelings that i never had before. All i can say is... " Shiook". =D

She is my soulmate, my confidant, my love one.

We spend our time together... Hand in hand, we walk through every challenge that might break us apart. No mountain is too high for us to overcome, together we climbed our way through to the submit and I will shout to the world how much i love you.

She is cute. She never fails to do something that make laugh out loud. The "Blur-ness" within her... Her "Big Foot" Theory, and "ang-moh n english"... Alot alot more. This is why i love her so.

She is lovely. I dont know what seems to be attracting me to her. A feeling that can't use much of words to explain. Feelings are hard to explained. Still my explaintion would be i love her.

She is kind. I dont see any evil or bad thoughts coming out from her. Always that innocent... It is this innocence that affect me to be as innocent too =) Thanks for making me innocent darling.

Lastly.....


She is my everything!!!

She is part of me...........

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, August 1, 2009

A beginning

It started out like this. I saw Alan blog. I am surprised. And here it goes...