There is two boys carrying their school bags.
They live at the 80th storey.
One day when they return home, they saw a notice saying that the lift is faulty.
The boys decided to take the stairs.
When they climbed to the 20th storey, they put down their heavy bags.
Until the 40th storey, they started blaming each other for not seeing the notice in the morning.
When they came to the 60th storey, they were too tired to say anything, but still climbed on.
Finally they came to the 80th storey. They realized that their home key is in their school bag.
Lame? Funny? But this is our life.
The moment we are born, we have dreams and aspirations which we will carry throughout till we reach our 20s. Then we put down our dreams and in order to carry on with our life. We since then left our "bags" behind and move on with life. Cos we feel that it is not practical.
Until we reach the age of 40s, we start to complain about life. Why is it like that? Why am i doing the same thing everday? Am i just working for the sake of working?
By the time we reach the age of 60s, we are too tired to say anything. We admit that this is our life. It is all predestinied. Nothing else to be said...
When we finally turn 80s and about to step into our grave, we realize that we left out something that we started our life with. YES! Our bags! Our DREAMS!!! We want our bags back, but it is all too late. We can no longer turn time back.
I seriously feel that I am reaching the 20th storey alrdy. I realize that i am slowly putting down the loads in my bag. I dont want my life to be depicted like what is above. I want to at least try to bring my bag to the 80th storey.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
New Post.
So hi ppl~! Its a new post!!! I dont know what is my status of my blog now... Dead? Alive? Stagnant? BLA BLA!!! And i tell you that it is BOOMZ.
Lotsa things happened in my life. It is soo exciting and challenging when u gets up to yr 3. I simply enjoys it =) With all the projects and modules coming in, u know that it is not maths or science, it is abt your future.
Since my last post, i had been through alot over the CSCC side. Seeing how people grow up from the mistakes and problems they face. The process is difficult but u learn from it. As for now it is the beginning of the new phase. I believe that people from my batch are feeling this that they are hoping us to stay. =)
Was listening new song from jay chou recently... (超人不會飛)
And i really makes me think alot. The lyrics was expressing that superman was hoping for a break, and appreaciate the beauty of this world. Rescuing people can be quite tiring but still he will. He feels like crying but how can a superman cry?
If u bring the lyrics to our context. It can be quite meaningful. And this is how i feel...
Most people are good in some areas, be it in sports, studies, dance, etc. When u are good in studies, everyone will expect u to get good grades every term or semester. However, to not let them disappointed, u will go extra miles to maintain ur standard. Sometimes it can be quite tiring, but u cant disappoint them but to keep on flying. U feel like failing once, but u know u just cant.
Sometimes the most scary part of ur life is that: When u are climbing up the ladder, people below are looking up to you with high hopes and telling u that u can take one more step higher. But deep inside you is the fear that you might fall off anytime... This is what i feel throughout my days in CSCC.
Sayonara
Lotsa things happened in my life. It is soo exciting and challenging when u gets up to yr 3. I simply enjoys it =) With all the projects and modules coming in, u know that it is not maths or science, it is abt your future.
Since my last post, i had been through alot over the CSCC side. Seeing how people grow up from the mistakes and problems they face. The process is difficult but u learn from it. As for now it is the beginning of the new phase. I believe that people from my batch are feeling this that they are hoping us to stay. =)
Was listening new song from jay chou recently... (超人不會飛)
And i really makes me think alot. The lyrics was expressing that superman was hoping for a break, and appreaciate the beauty of this world. Rescuing people can be quite tiring but still he will. He feels like crying but how can a superman cry?
If u bring the lyrics to our context. It can be quite meaningful. And this is how i feel...
Most people are good in some areas, be it in sports, studies, dance, etc. When u are good in studies, everyone will expect u to get good grades every term or semester. However, to not let them disappointed, u will go extra miles to maintain ur standard. Sometimes it can be quite tiring, but u cant disappoint them but to keep on flying. U feel like failing once, but u know u just cant.
Sometimes the most scary part of ur life is that: When u are climbing up the ladder, people below are looking up to you with high hopes and telling u that u can take one more step higher. But deep inside you is the fear that you might fall off anytime... This is what i feel throughout my days in CSCC.
Sayonara
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Heart Wrenching
How do i describe my feelings right now?
My heart sank to the a bottomless pit upon receiving your msg.
Somehow wish that a hero can save me from all these. I do not know how to handle it. I am lost. I am not good at it. In fact, I wasn't even sure of myself.
I miss the times where I don't have much to do, except some community service work occasionally. They are all now a past. For now people are having high expectations of me. What should i do? I am afraid I am not up to it.
Can't we last till then? I am so sorry that for all this time you had been waiting for me. Really can't expect anything else more than you already. You had been the most wonderful girlfriend. I believe that if it is someone else, we would have broke up long ago.
I want to cherish this relationship. It is not easy for us to go such a long way. Letting go is not easy. If only praying and wishing helps . . . solve our problems.
I know that I am no longer the "me". Sigh. . . .
How do I face you during camp? I really wish that things do turn out right by then. If not, it will be a difficult and unbearable 7 days 6 nights for me.
May all couples on Earth be blessed.
My heart sank to the a bottomless pit upon receiving your msg.
Somehow wish that a hero can save me from all these. I do not know how to handle it. I am lost. I am not good at it. In fact, I wasn't even sure of myself.
I miss the times where I don't have much to do, except some community service work occasionally. They are all now a past. For now people are having high expectations of me. What should i do? I am afraid I am not up to it.
Can't we last till then? I am so sorry that for all this time you had been waiting for me. Really can't expect anything else more than you already. You had been the most wonderful girlfriend. I believe that if it is someone else, we would have broke up long ago.
I want to cherish this relationship. It is not easy for us to go such a long way. Letting go is not easy. If only praying and wishing helps . . . solve our problems.
I know that I am no longer the "me". Sigh. . . .
How do I face you during camp? I really wish that things do turn out right by then. If not, it will be a difficult and unbearable 7 days 6 nights for me.
May all couples on Earth be blessed.
Friday, March 19, 2010
Disappointment =(
Really don't wish to publish all my disappointments here... Don't mention it anymore, let time take away them all.
Jiayous to the people around me. Don't let it affect
On a lighter note, it is only left less than 2 weeks to be freed. I yearns this freedom so please understand me =)
I don't feel that i belong here anymore. No more reasons to stay. I am determine to leave. I now understand why people lose the feeling.
No matter how bad things seem to be, they won’t be bad forever. There are going to be a lot of times in your life when things get really shitty, but they always get better, always. Sometimes you’ll have no choice but to sit through the storm, but at some point it’s gonna stop raining and the clouds will break apart
Junxian blog.
I guess it just a matter of time things will get better. It may take years, it may take months, it may take days or it may even take moments. When you lay down at your coffin, everything that bothers you get better cos you no longer have to think about it anymore.
I am not going to suicide by the way. There is still so much things for me to look forward. I am curious about my future.
Theres alot of things i want to tell you ppl, but i dont know why i cant.
Love is not easy, everyone has their unique temperaments.
Jiayous to the people around me. Don't let it affect
On a lighter note, it is only left less than 2 weeks to be freed. I yearns this freedom so please understand me =)
I don't feel that i belong here anymore. No more reasons to stay. I am determine to leave. I now understand why people lose the feeling.
No matter how bad things seem to be, they won’t be bad forever. There are going to be a lot of times in your life when things get really shitty, but they always get better, always. Sometimes you’ll have no choice but to sit through the storm, but at some point it’s gonna stop raining and the clouds will break apart
I guess it just a matter of time things will get better. It may take years, it may take months, it may take days or it may even take moments. When you lay down at your coffin, everything that bothers you get better cos you no longer have to think about it anymore.
I am not going to suicide by the way. There is still so much things for me to look forward. I am curious about my future.
Theres alot of things i want to tell you ppl, but i dont know why i cant.
Love is not easy, everyone has their unique temperaments.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Someday i will.
Things are not getting well
and the sorrows dwells within.
Painful yet wonderful times reside my heart
Sparing some time; it is that hard.
Stones down my shoulders, it is about time
Time where we get back to where we were,
Where the sweetness and blissfulness falls upon.
Peiyi my love, you are still my love.
Times and moments you were missed,
Silent and relent i can be.
This guy whom you once said you love him,
standing still like a tree, he won't budge.
Let your love rain over him,
for your love will nourish and grow his branch.
Till his branch reach the cloud you were.
It started out as a feeling,
which turn into a hope,
which then turn into a quiet thought,
which turn into a quiet word.
And then that word grew louder and louder,
till i can't hear myself.
This feeling which had to be heard, must let out.
Shall our memories grow stronger and sweeter,
till it is right before your eyes when we are missed.
Beginning we yearn, feelings we once had.
Feelings people can't feel yet we can't forget.
This is for you. I know i am poor at expressing myself.
But sometimes i really do feel guilty yet it strucked me hard.
I still wish we can be like before. I must.
The feeling was so great that i can't tell myself to give you up.
That feeling had to be heard.
So the above is what my heart tells you.
In short, I LOVE YOU.
This is something like anything i told you before.
Sorry if i hurt you along this way.
I believe that commitments will end.
And i am looking forward year 3, where everything will not be like now.
We can create wonderful memories all over again!
That moment is what i am waiting for.
I promised myself not to break down till that day.
Please be with me till that day.
Cause thats the reason i kept quiet everytime you mentioned that 3 letters.
I promise things will change for the better when the time comes.
I am excited for that day! Where we can go out after school everday if our timetable allows.
Loves, Chor Chuan.
we
and the sorrows dwells within.
Painful yet wonderful times reside my heart
Sparing some time; it is that hard.
Stones down my shoulders, it is about time
Time where we get back to where we were,
Where the sweetness and blissfulness falls upon.
Peiyi my love, you are still my love.
Times and moments you were missed,
Silent and relent i can be.
This guy whom you once said you love him,
standing still like a tree, he won't budge.
Let your love rain over him,
for your love will nourish and grow his branch.
Till his branch reach the cloud you were.
It started out as a feeling,
which turn into a hope,
which then turn into a quiet thought,
which turn into a quiet word.
And then that word grew louder and louder,
till i can't hear myself.
This feeling which had to be heard, must let out.
Shall our memories grow stronger and sweeter,
till it is right before your eyes when we are missed.
Beginning we yearn, feelings we once had.
Feelings people can't feel yet we can't forget.
This is for you. I know i am poor at expressing myself.
But sometimes i really do feel guilty yet it strucked me hard.
I still wish we can be like before. I must.
The feeling was so great that i can't tell myself to give you up.
That feeling had to be heard.
So the above is what my heart tells you.
In short, I LOVE YOU.
This is something like anything i told you before.
Sorry if i hurt you along this way.
I believe that commitments will end.
And i am looking forward year 3, where everything will not be like now.
We can create wonderful memories all over again!
That moment is what i am waiting for.
I promised myself not to break down till that day.
Please be with me till that day.
Cause thats the reason i kept quiet everytime you mentioned that 3 letters.
I promise things will change for the better when the time comes.
I am excited for that day! Where we can go out after school everday if our timetable allows.
Loves, Chor Chuan.
we
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Me. trying.
How i wish i have a close friend.
I got low EQ.
Cannot express myself.
Cannot see where i am.
Now. Who do i talk to?
If possible i just want to dig out my heart and let it do the talking.
Im bad in words.
Im afraid to upset people.
I am getting detached from my world.
I dont know what i am talking about.
Writing sentence after sentence how i feel every moment.
By the time some people read it, i will be fine alrdy. Hopefully...
I am not good enough to be a friend.
Where is the "somewhere out there" i belong?
So much things happen lately and i hope i still can cope.
I dont want people around me to face this same problem.
Hero. . . . Extra . . .
I look myself in a mirror today. I saw me.
The image that had been with mee since young.
He looks better than me.
Cause that side of life should be less complicated i guess...
I dont bring in too much things together when im doing on one thing.
I tend to forget other things.
Blockhead.
God gave me brain. I make use of only a small part.
I find it hard to say "no".
I can go on and on.
I hope this helps me to better express myself.
I love you.
I got low EQ.
Cannot express myself.
Cannot see where i am.
Now. Who do i talk to?
If possible i just want to dig out my heart and let it do the talking.
Im bad in words.
Im afraid to upset people.
I am getting detached from my world.
I dont know what i am talking about.
Writing sentence after sentence how i feel every moment.
By the time some people read it, i will be fine alrdy. Hopefully...
I am not good enough to be a friend.
Where is the "somewhere out there" i belong?
So much things happen lately and i hope i still can cope.
I dont want people around me to face this same problem.
Hero. . . . Extra . . .
I look myself in a mirror today. I saw me.
The image that had been with mee since young.
He looks better than me.
Cause that side of life should be less complicated i guess...
I dont bring in too much things together when im doing on one thing.
I tend to forget other things.
Blockhead.
God gave me brain. I make use of only a small part.
I find it hard to say "no".
I can go on and on.
I hope this helps me to better express myself.
I love you.
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