Hopes this post neutralize some of the negative emotions I am having right now.Saturday, March 27, 2010
Heart Wrenching
How do i describe my feelings right now?
My heart sank to the a bottomless pit upon receiving your msg.
Somehow wish that a hero can save me from all these. I do not know how to handle it. I am lost. I am not good at it. In fact, I wasn't even sure of myself.
I miss the times where I don't have much to do, except some community service work occasionally. They are all now a past. For now people are having high expectations of me. What should i do? I am afraid I am not up to it.
Can't we last till then? I am so sorry that for all this time you had been waiting for me. Really can't expect anything else more than you already. You had been the most wonderful girlfriend. I believe that if it is someone else, we would have broke up long ago.
I want to cherish this relationship. It is not easy for us to go such a long way. Letting go is not easy. If only praying and wishing helps . . . solve our problems.
I know that I am no longer the "me". Sigh. . . .
How do I face you during camp? I really wish that things do turn out right by then. If not, it will be a difficult and unbearable 7 days 6 nights for me.
May all couples on Earth be blessed.
My heart sank to the a bottomless pit upon receiving your msg.
Somehow wish that a hero can save me from all these. I do not know how to handle it. I am lost. I am not good at it. In fact, I wasn't even sure of myself.
I miss the times where I don't have much to do, except some community service work occasionally. They are all now a past. For now people are having high expectations of me. What should i do? I am afraid I am not up to it.
Can't we last till then? I am so sorry that for all this time you had been waiting for me. Really can't expect anything else more than you already. You had been the most wonderful girlfriend. I believe that if it is someone else, we would have broke up long ago.
I want to cherish this relationship. It is not easy for us to go such a long way. Letting go is not easy. If only praying and wishing helps . . . solve our problems.
I know that I am no longer the "me". Sigh. . . .
How do I face you during camp? I really wish that things do turn out right by then. If not, it will be a difficult and unbearable 7 days 6 nights for me.
May all couples on Earth be blessed.
Friday, March 19, 2010
Disappointment =(
Really don't wish to publish all my disappointments here... Don't mention it anymore, let time take away them all.
Jiayous to the people around me. Don't let it affect
On a lighter note, it is only left less than 2 weeks to be freed. I yearns this freedom so please understand me =)
I don't feel that i belong here anymore. No more reasons to stay. I am determine to leave. I now understand why people lose the feeling.
No matter how bad things seem to be, they won’t be bad forever. There are going to be a lot of times in your life when things get really shitty, but they always get better, always. Sometimes you’ll have no choice but to sit through the storm, but at some point it’s gonna stop raining and the clouds will break apart
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I guess it just a matter of time things will get better. It may take years, it may take months, it may take days or it may even take moments. When you lay down at your coffin, everything that bothers you get better cos you no longer have to think about it anymore.
I am not going to suicide by the way. There is still so much things for me to look forward. I am curious about my future.
Theres alot of things i want to tell you ppl, but i dont know why i cant.
Love is not easy, everyone has their unique temperaments.
Jiayous to the people around me. Don't let it affect
On a lighter note, it is only left less than 2 weeks to be freed. I yearns this freedom so please understand me =)
I don't feel that i belong here anymore. No more reasons to stay. I am determine to leave. I now understand why people lose the feeling.
No matter how bad things seem to be, they won’t be bad forever. There are going to be a lot of times in your life when things get really shitty, but they always get better, always. Sometimes you’ll have no choice but to sit through the storm, but at some point it’s gonna stop raining and the clouds will break apart
I guess it just a matter of time things will get better. It may take years, it may take months, it may take days or it may even take moments. When you lay down at your coffin, everything that bothers you get better cos you no longer have to think about it anymore.
I am not going to suicide by the way. There is still so much things for me to look forward. I am curious about my future.
Theres alot of things i want to tell you ppl, but i dont know why i cant.
Love is not easy, everyone has their unique temperaments.
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