Me. trying.

How i wish i have a close friend.

I got low EQ.

Cannot express myself.

Cannot see where i am.

Now. Who do i talk to?

If possible i just want to dig out my heart and let it do the talking.

Im bad in words.

Im afraid to upset people.

I am getting detached from my world.

I dont know what i am talking about.

Writing sentence after sentence how i feel every moment.

By the time some people read it, i will be fine alrdy. Hopefully...

I am not good enough to be a friend.

Where is the "somewhere out there" i belong?

So much things happen lately and i hope i still can cope.

I dont want people around me to face this same problem.

Hero. . . . Extra . . .

I look myself in a mirror today. I saw me.

The image that had been with mee since young.

He looks better than me.

Cause that side of life should be less complicated i guess...

I dont bring in too much things together when im doing on one thing.

I tend to forget other things.

Blockhead.

God gave me brain. I make use of only a small part.

I find it hard to say "no".

I can go on and on.

I hope this helps me to better express myself.

I love you.