There is two boys carrying their school bags.
They live at the 80th storey.
One day when they return home, they saw a notice saying that the lift is faulty.
The boys decided to take the stairs.
When they climbed to the 20th storey, they put down their heavy bags.
Until the 40th storey, they started blaming each other for not seeing the notice in the morning.
When they came to the 60th storey, they were too tired to say anything, but still climbed on.
Finally they came to the 80th storey. They realized that their home key is in their school bag.
Lame? Funny? But this is our life.
The moment we are born, we have dreams and aspirations which we will carry throughout till we reach our 20s. Then we put down our dreams and in order to carry on with our life. We since then left our "bags" behind and move on with life. Cos we feel that it is not practical.
Until we reach the age of 40s, we start to complain about life. Why is it like that? Why am i doing the same thing everday? Am i just working for the sake of working?
By the time we reach the age of 60s, we are too tired to say anything. We admit that this is our life. It is all predestinied. Nothing else to be said...
When we finally turn 80s and about to step into our grave, we realize that we left out something that we started our life with. YES! Our bags! Our DREAMS!!! We want our bags back, but it is all too late. We can no longer turn time back.
I seriously feel that I am reaching the 20th storey alrdy. I realize that i am slowly putting down the loads in my bag. I dont want my life to be depicted like what is above. I want to at least try to bring my bag to the 80th storey.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
New Post.
So hi ppl~! Its a new post!!! I dont know what is my status of my blog now... Dead? Alive? Stagnant? BLA BLA!!! And i tell you that it is BOOMZ.
Lotsa things happened in my life. It is soo exciting and challenging when u gets up to yr 3. I simply enjoys it =) With all the projects and modules coming in, u know that it is not maths or science, it is abt your future.
Since my last post, i had been through alot over the CSCC side. Seeing how people grow up from the mistakes and problems they face. The process is difficult but u learn from it. As for now it is the beginning of the new phase. I believe that people from my batch are feeling this that they are hoping us to stay. =)
Was listening new song from jay chou recently... (超人不會飛)
And i really makes me think alot. The lyrics was expressing that superman was hoping for a break, and appreaciate the beauty of this world. Rescuing people can be quite tiring but still he will. He feels like crying but how can a superman cry?
If u bring the lyrics to our context. It can be quite meaningful. And this is how i feel...
Most people are good in some areas, be it in sports, studies, dance, etc. When u are good in studies, everyone will expect u to get good grades every term or semester. However, to not let them disappointed, u will go extra miles to maintain ur standard. Sometimes it can be quite tiring, but u cant disappoint them but to keep on flying. U feel like failing once, but u know u just cant.
Sometimes the most scary part of ur life is that: When u are climbing up the ladder, people below are looking up to you with high hopes and telling u that u can take one more step higher. But deep inside you is the fear that you might fall off anytime... This is what i feel throughout my days in CSCC.
Sayonara
Lotsa things happened in my life. It is soo exciting and challenging when u gets up to yr 3. I simply enjoys it =) With all the projects and modules coming in, u know that it is not maths or science, it is abt your future.
Since my last post, i had been through alot over the CSCC side. Seeing how people grow up from the mistakes and problems they face. The process is difficult but u learn from it. As for now it is the beginning of the new phase. I believe that people from my batch are feeling this that they are hoping us to stay. =)
Was listening new song from jay chou recently... (超人不會飛)
And i really makes me think alot. The lyrics was expressing that superman was hoping for a break, and appreaciate the beauty of this world. Rescuing people can be quite tiring but still he will. He feels like crying but how can a superman cry?
If u bring the lyrics to our context. It can be quite meaningful. And this is how i feel...
Most people are good in some areas, be it in sports, studies, dance, etc. When u are good in studies, everyone will expect u to get good grades every term or semester. However, to not let them disappointed, u will go extra miles to maintain ur standard. Sometimes it can be quite tiring, but u cant disappoint them but to keep on flying. U feel like failing once, but u know u just cant.
Sometimes the most scary part of ur life is that: When u are climbing up the ladder, people below are looking up to you with high hopes and telling u that u can take one more step higher. But deep inside you is the fear that you might fall off anytime... This is what i feel throughout my days in CSCC.
Sayonara
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Heart Wrenching
How do i describe my feelings right now?
My heart sank to the a bottomless pit upon receiving your msg.
Somehow wish that a hero can save me from all these. I do not know how to handle it. I am lost. I am not good at it. In fact, I wasn't even sure of myself.
I miss the times where I don't have much to do, except some community service work occasionally. They are all now a past. For now people are having high expectations of me. What should i do? I am afraid I am not up to it.
Can't we last till then? I am so sorry that for all this time you had been waiting for me. Really can't expect anything else more than you already. You had been the most wonderful girlfriend. I believe that if it is someone else, we would have broke up long ago.
I want to cherish this relationship. It is not easy for us to go such a long way. Letting go is not easy. If only praying and wishing helps . . . solve our problems.
I know that I am no longer the "me". Sigh. . . .
How do I face you during camp? I really wish that things do turn out right by then. If not, it will be a difficult and unbearable 7 days 6 nights for me.
May all couples on Earth be blessed.
My heart sank to the a bottomless pit upon receiving your msg.
Somehow wish that a hero can save me from all these. I do not know how to handle it. I am lost. I am not good at it. In fact, I wasn't even sure of myself.
I miss the times where I don't have much to do, except some community service work occasionally. They are all now a past. For now people are having high expectations of me. What should i do? I am afraid I am not up to it.
Can't we last till then? I am so sorry that for all this time you had been waiting for me. Really can't expect anything else more than you already. You had been the most wonderful girlfriend. I believe that if it is someone else, we would have broke up long ago.
I want to cherish this relationship. It is not easy for us to go such a long way. Letting go is not easy. If only praying and wishing helps . . . solve our problems.
I know that I am no longer the "me". Sigh. . . .
How do I face you during camp? I really wish that things do turn out right by then. If not, it will be a difficult and unbearable 7 days 6 nights for me.
May all couples on Earth be blessed.
Friday, March 19, 2010
Disappointment =(
Really don't wish to publish all my disappointments here... Don't mention it anymore, let time take away them all.
Jiayous to the people around me. Don't let it affect
On a lighter note, it is only left less than 2 weeks to be freed. I yearns this freedom so please understand me =)
I don't feel that i belong here anymore. No more reasons to stay. I am determine to leave. I now understand why people lose the feeling.
No matter how bad things seem to be, they won’t be bad forever. There are going to be a lot of times in your life when things get really shitty, but they always get better, always. Sometimes you’ll have no choice but to sit through the storm, but at some point it’s gonna stop raining and the clouds will break apart
Junxian blog.
I guess it just a matter of time things will get better. It may take years, it may take months, it may take days or it may even take moments. When you lay down at your coffin, everything that bothers you get better cos you no longer have to think about it anymore.
I am not going to suicide by the way. There is still so much things for me to look forward. I am curious about my future.
Theres alot of things i want to tell you ppl, but i dont know why i cant.
Love is not easy, everyone has their unique temperaments.
Jiayous to the people around me. Don't let it affect
On a lighter note, it is only left less than 2 weeks to be freed. I yearns this freedom so please understand me =)
I don't feel that i belong here anymore. No more reasons to stay. I am determine to leave. I now understand why people lose the feeling.
No matter how bad things seem to be, they won’t be bad forever. There are going to be a lot of times in your life when things get really shitty, but they always get better, always. Sometimes you’ll have no choice but to sit through the storm, but at some point it’s gonna stop raining and the clouds will break apart
I guess it just a matter of time things will get better. It may take years, it may take months, it may take days or it may even take moments. When you lay down at your coffin, everything that bothers you get better cos you no longer have to think about it anymore.
I am not going to suicide by the way. There is still so much things for me to look forward. I am curious about my future.
Theres alot of things i want to tell you ppl, but i dont know why i cant.
Love is not easy, everyone has their unique temperaments.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Someday i will.
Things are not getting well
and the sorrows dwells within.
Painful yet wonderful times reside my heart
Sparing some time; it is that hard.
Stones down my shoulders, it is about time
Time where we get back to where we were,
Where the sweetness and blissfulness falls upon.
Peiyi my love, you are still my love.
Times and moments you were missed,
Silent and relent i can be.
This guy whom you once said you love him,
standing still like a tree, he won't budge.
Let your love rain over him,
for your love will nourish and grow his branch.
Till his branch reach the cloud you were.
It started out as a feeling,
which turn into a hope,
which then turn into a quiet thought,
which turn into a quiet word.
And then that word grew louder and louder,
till i can't hear myself.
This feeling which had to be heard, must let out.
Shall our memories grow stronger and sweeter,
till it is right before your eyes when we are missed.
Beginning we yearn, feelings we once had.
Feelings people can't feel yet we can't forget.
This is for you. I know i am poor at expressing myself.
But sometimes i really do feel guilty yet it strucked me hard.
I still wish we can be like before. I must.
The feeling was so great that i can't tell myself to give you up.
That feeling had to be heard.
So the above is what my heart tells you.
In short, I LOVE YOU.
This is something like anything i told you before.
Sorry if i hurt you along this way.
I believe that commitments will end.
And i am looking forward year 3, where everything will not be like now.
We can create wonderful memories all over again!
That moment is what i am waiting for.
I promised myself not to break down till that day.
Please be with me till that day.
Cause thats the reason i kept quiet everytime you mentioned that 3 letters.
I promise things will change for the better when the time comes.
I am excited for that day! Where we can go out after school everday if our timetable allows.
Loves, Chor Chuan.
we
and the sorrows dwells within.
Painful yet wonderful times reside my heart
Sparing some time; it is that hard.
Stones down my shoulders, it is about time
Time where we get back to where we were,
Where the sweetness and blissfulness falls upon.
Peiyi my love, you are still my love.
Times and moments you were missed,
Silent and relent i can be.
This guy whom you once said you love him,
standing still like a tree, he won't budge.
Let your love rain over him,
for your love will nourish and grow his branch.
Till his branch reach the cloud you were.
It started out as a feeling,
which turn into a hope,
which then turn into a quiet thought,
which turn into a quiet word.
And then that word grew louder and louder,
till i can't hear myself.
This feeling which had to be heard, must let out.
Shall our memories grow stronger and sweeter,
till it is right before your eyes when we are missed.
Beginning we yearn, feelings we once had.
Feelings people can't feel yet we can't forget.
This is for you. I know i am poor at expressing myself.
But sometimes i really do feel guilty yet it strucked me hard.
I still wish we can be like before. I must.
The feeling was so great that i can't tell myself to give you up.
That feeling had to be heard.
So the above is what my heart tells you.
In short, I LOVE YOU.
This is something like anything i told you before.
Sorry if i hurt you along this way.
I believe that commitments will end.
And i am looking forward year 3, where everything will not be like now.
We can create wonderful memories all over again!
That moment is what i am waiting for.
I promised myself not to break down till that day.
Please be with me till that day.
Cause thats the reason i kept quiet everytime you mentioned that 3 letters.
I promise things will change for the better when the time comes.
I am excited for that day! Where we can go out after school everday if our timetable allows.
Loves, Chor Chuan.
we
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Me. trying.
How i wish i have a close friend.
I got low EQ.
Cannot express myself.
Cannot see where i am.
Now. Who do i talk to?
If possible i just want to dig out my heart and let it do the talking.
Im bad in words.
Im afraid to upset people.
I am getting detached from my world.
I dont know what i am talking about.
Writing sentence after sentence how i feel every moment.
By the time some people read it, i will be fine alrdy. Hopefully...
I am not good enough to be a friend.
Where is the "somewhere out there" i belong?
So much things happen lately and i hope i still can cope.
I dont want people around me to face this same problem.
Hero. . . . Extra . . .
I look myself in a mirror today. I saw me.
The image that had been with mee since young.
He looks better than me.
Cause that side of life should be less complicated i guess...
I dont bring in too much things together when im doing on one thing.
I tend to forget other things.
Blockhead.
God gave me brain. I make use of only a small part.
I find it hard to say "no".
I can go on and on.
I hope this helps me to better express myself.
I love you.
I got low EQ.
Cannot express myself.
Cannot see where i am.
Now. Who do i talk to?
If possible i just want to dig out my heart and let it do the talking.
Im bad in words.
Im afraid to upset people.
I am getting detached from my world.
I dont know what i am talking about.
Writing sentence after sentence how i feel every moment.
By the time some people read it, i will be fine alrdy. Hopefully...
I am not good enough to be a friend.
Where is the "somewhere out there" i belong?
So much things happen lately and i hope i still can cope.
I dont want people around me to face this same problem.
Hero. . . . Extra . . .
I look myself in a mirror today. I saw me.
The image that had been with mee since young.
He looks better than me.
Cause that side of life should be less complicated i guess...
I dont bring in too much things together when im doing on one thing.
I tend to forget other things.
Blockhead.
God gave me brain. I make use of only a small part.
I find it hard to say "no".
I can go on and on.
I hope this helps me to better express myself.
I love you.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Ostimaca Eywa Jakesully Pandora
Haven't took a break since school days started. SP Star followed by MST then LTC. Yesterday and today was break for me. And tommorow shall be my birthday celebration with darling and taking off for my holidays.
SP Star (Stage) - Just feel that the stage team could combine with the logistics. Not much preparation is needed.
MST (5 papers) - 4 out of 5 papers are steady... Last one was totally testing the "too detailed". If i had studied for the details, that would make me a pure nerd.
LTC (CC) - The camp could be better, though it is a "success". Was quite disappointed with the 3 parties. Some were not very committed. But i can understand. I would be one of them.
Left with FO and i am done with it. So I will try harder.
CHRISTMAS BIRTHDAY HOLIDAYS I AM HERE!!! HELLOOOOOO!!!
SP Star (Stage) - Just feel that the stage team could combine with the logistics. Not much preparation is needed.
MST (5 papers) - 4 out of 5 papers are steady... Last one was totally testing the "too detailed". If i had studied for the details, that would make me a pure nerd.
LTC (CC) - The camp could be better, though it is a "success". Was quite disappointed with the 3 parties. Some were not very committed. But i can understand. I would be one of them.
Left with FO and i am done with it. So I will try harder.
CHRISTMAS BIRTHDAY HOLIDAYS I AM HERE!!! HELLOOOOOO!!!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Hot Dog Buns
Went emo...
Due to APEC 2009, Singapore scared that terrorists will infiltrate to S'pore via Ubin to kill Obama... They send the big boys there (COMMANDOS!!!) to patrol Ubin. And they are everywhere in Ubin, with their camouflage and all... To kill anyone going to threaten S'pore.
So cool... Went Ubin to spot commandos instead of wild boars and creatures. LOL :D
But sad lor... Commandos Camp is so near Changi Jetty... Who dare to infiltrate.
Monday, November 9, 2009
I KNOW...
Have a feeling that my mind is getting stronger.
I can't stop learning from everyday things!
I no longer run away from commitments... I believe that commitments lead to action and action brings your dream nearer...
I no longer want to argue with anyone... I believe that arguing with a fool proves that there are two...
I no longer to afraid to step out the first step... I believe that we don't have to be great to start, but have to start to be great. More importantly, where we start is not as significant as where we finish...
I no longer fear failure... I believe that we learn wisdom from failure much more than success. We often discover what we will do, by finding out what we will not do. One who fears failure limits his activity. Failure is only the opportunity to more intelligently begin again.
Lastly, I no longer go for power, reputation and all... I believe that reputation is for time and character is for eternity.
Goodnights smarties! (:
I can't stop learning from everyday things!
I no longer run away from commitments... I believe that commitments lead to action and action brings your dream nearer...
I no longer want to argue with anyone... I believe that arguing with a fool proves that there are two...
I no longer to afraid to step out the first step... I believe that we don't have to be great to start, but have to start to be great. More importantly, where we start is not as significant as where we finish...
I no longer fear failure... I believe that we learn wisdom from failure much more than success. We often discover what we will do, by finding out what we will not do. One who fears failure limits his activity. Failure is only the opportunity to more intelligently begin again.
Lastly, I no longer go for power, reputation and all... I believe that reputation is for time and character is for eternity.
Goodnights smarties! (:
Sunday, November 8, 2009
GLOB
"Sress" is an over-use word. Young men and women around me complaining that they are stress. But do they really know what is "stress"?
Learnt alot of things from the last time i blog till now.
Very meaningful.
"Every man has three characters-- One which he exhibits, one that which he has and another which he thinks he has." {~~~ I understand. ~~~}
"All the world's a stage" ~ William Shakespeare ~ {I understand}
I learn more about myself :)
Ask yourself this question:
Suppose someone offered you a coin toss proposition. He flips a coin while you call heads or tails. If you make the call correctly, he will offer you ONE MILLION DOLLARS, if you call incorrectly, you must pay him ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND DOLLARS. What is your first impulse? What is your first thoughts? Do you take the chance?
to be continued..........
Learnt alot of things from the last time i blog till now.
Very meaningful.
"Every man has three characters-- One which he exhibits, one that which he has and another which he thinks he has." {~~~ I understand. ~~~}
"All the world's a stage" ~ William Shakespeare ~ {I understand}
I learn more about myself :)
Ask yourself this question:
Suppose someone offered you a coin toss proposition. He flips a coin while you call heads or tails. If you make the call correctly, he will offer you ONE MILLION DOLLARS, if you call incorrectly, you must pay him ONE HUNDRED THOUSAND DOLLARS. What is your first impulse? What is your first thoughts? Do you take the chance?
to be continued..........
Monday, October 5, 2009
Doing it right
To others, it may seems that i had failed, but to me....
I had just found 1000 ways that won't work!!!
GOGOGOGGOGOGOGOGOGGOGO!!! :D
I had just found 1000 ways that won't work!!!
GOGOGOGGOGOGOGOGOGGOGO!!! :D
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Enjoy
Finally left some holidays for me to enjoy :)
***Events, events preparations, Camp, Camp preparations~ ***
OVeR MAN! ITS OVER!
Sooo many feelings and thoughts to be poured out till Blogging can no longer contain them.
My 8-week progaramme had been severely interupted by ***
So i guess i should start from week 2 again? I don't know.... Haiz...
Wasted one week of perserverance!
C.S.C.C is really a holiday-killer. But some people still like it. Maybe because of the two letters CC (ChorChuan? lol...)
Ok. Can't be
Can't be bothered to care about the club anymore. So far gone to none of the events except CS events and i alrdy feel that all my holidays had been filled with CSCC loh. So sorry to other event organisers out there.
Many things better to look forward than the club: Thai trip and New SEmEsTeR =D
A trip for me to relax and enjoy. New semester for me to learn new things. Hope that the next semester will be like the previous one, talking do all the jobs ^^ * so cool *
I will continue to find that somewhere out there. Byebye
***Events, events preparations, Camp, Camp preparations~ ***
OVeR MAN! ITS OVER!
Sooo many feelings and thoughts to be poured out till Blogging can no longer contain them.
My 8-week progaramme had been severely interupted by ***
So i guess i should start from week 2 again? I don't know.... Haiz...
Wasted one week of perserverance!
C.S.C.C is really a holiday-killer. But some people still like it. Maybe because of the two letters CC (ChorChuan? lol...)
Ok. Can't be
Can't be bothered to care about the club anymore. So far gone to none of the events except CS events and i alrdy feel that all my holidays had been filled with CSCC loh. So sorry to other event organisers out there.
Many things better to look forward than the club: Thai trip and New SEmEsTeR =D
A trip for me to relax and enjoy. New semester for me to learn new things. Hope that the next semester will be like the previous one, talking do all the jobs ^^ * so cool *
I will continue to find that somewhere out there. Byebye
Sunday, September 20, 2009
HOLIDAYS!!!
Officially 20 days of holidays have passed. 50% enjoyment, 30% work and 20% achievement :)
And 3 more days to results :D
It will be fine, i hope. Anyway these dates are to remembered: 22, 24, 25,26,27,30 Sept. 1,7 Oct (before i forget...)
Will update more when these dates pass by yea!
Trying out a secret message below
People read these hoping to see something out of here. But there is really nothing hrere :)
And 3 more days to results :D
It will be fine, i hope. Anyway these dates are to remembered: 22, 24, 25,26,27,30 Sept. 1,7 Oct (before i forget...)
Will update more when these dates pass by yea!
Trying out a secret message below
People read these hoping to see something out of here. But there is really nothing hrere :)
Monday, September 7, 2009
Mini CS event
Today I done something that I am sure none of the people reading here had done. If you do, I greatly respect you and SLAUTE you.
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Had a mini cs event at Autism Association (Singapore) near clementi together with the sub com.
Learnt more about Autism like what is it about and the therapies they had to go through...
In short, they live in a different world as us. What seems normal to us, may not be normal to them...
We went there to help clear their resource room and clean up their children centre. We got ourselves spilt into two grps. 1 grp will clean the children centre and the other will clear their resource room.
My grp is the one clearing the resource room. We move their old furniture up their lorry and travel to the neighbourhood rubbish dump. Me joshua and PJ sat at the back of the lorry. When the lorry "go-stun", we were like praying that we dont end up inside the rubbish dump.
Ok... We ended up at the entrance of the rubbish dump. (HENG!)
But oh well... The person in charge in the end still want me to carry the things in. LOL! I WENT INSIDE THE RUBBISH DUMP!!!
OH MY GOD!!!
HAHA!!! WAAA!!!! Inside the rubbish dump is really beyond my expectations!!! With some sofas, mattresses and lots of containers that are used to contain the rubbish. What we usually see inside the rubbish dump was only a big container... But it is really an eye-opener.
Like what PJ said, free exhibition :)
I feel so proud that i actually went in. Till now i still cant believe i did that. Oh my...
After the event, we were told that we can be given a chance to interact with the children with autism and their family. It is actually a rare opportunity for anyone as, none of the Autistic related Organisations will actually allowed volunteers to interact with them.
I guess the family members are over protective over them and i can definitely understand them...
Oh well... I look forward 2nd Oct to celebrate children day with them :D
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Had a mini cs event at Autism Association (Singapore) near clementi together with the sub com.
Learnt more about Autism like what is it about and the therapies they had to go through...
In short, they live in a different world as us. What seems normal to us, may not be normal to them...
We went there to help clear their resource room and clean up their children centre. We got ourselves spilt into two grps. 1 grp will clean the children centre and the other will clear their resource room.
My grp is the one clearing the resource room. We move their old furniture up their lorry and travel to the neighbourhood rubbish dump. Me joshua and PJ sat at the back of the lorry. When the lorry "go-stun", we were like praying that we dont end up inside the rubbish dump.
Ok... We ended up at the entrance of the rubbish dump. (HENG!)
But oh well... The person in charge in the end still want me to carry the things in. LOL! I WENT INSIDE THE RUBBISH DUMP!!!
OH MY GOD!!!
HAHA!!! WAAA!!!! Inside the rubbish dump is really beyond my expectations!!! With some sofas, mattresses and lots of containers that are used to contain the rubbish. What we usually see inside the rubbish dump was only a big container... But it is really an eye-opener.
Like what PJ said, free exhibition :)
I feel so proud that i actually went in. Till now i still cant believe i did that. Oh my...
After the event, we were told that we can be given a chance to interact with the children with autism and their family. It is actually a rare opportunity for anyone as, none of the Autistic related Organisations will actually allowed volunteers to interact with them.
I guess the family members are over protective over them and i can definitely understand them...
Oh well... I look forward 2nd Oct to celebrate children day with them :D
Saturday, August 29, 2009
No Title
Left the nuisance business law... Yawns.
Saw the bunch of siao "geena"s who disco-ed in the broad day light. They are having their "GRADUATION CEREMONY". LOL!!!
Weaing their graduation robe and the hat, lining up in rows.
So cute.
They graduated just like that by spending 2 years of their time dancing during national day, colouring and drawing, and maybe learning ABC.
Saw the bunch of siao "geena"s who disco-ed in the broad day light. They are having their "GRADUATION CEREMONY". LOL!!!
Weaing their graduation robe and the hat, lining up in rows.
So cute.
They graduated just like that by spending 2 years of their time dancing during national day, colouring and drawing, and maybe learning ABC.
Monday, August 24, 2009
ah...
Kitchen light had been down by some time. Going to the kitchen at night is very dangerous. Ok, hard to explain. Not the first time i mistook soya sauce as my coke -.-
One more time this thing happen i am going to change the light myself.
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Peeped at the newspaper yesterday or the day before and saw this headline :
Mom overjoyed when she discovered that her child told her a lie
Very catchy headline indeed. First reaction was "Huh? wth...?" I flipped to the page where the article was, wanting to find out what is the problem of this mother. Haha... To my surprise, i saw this word in the article, "Autistic". It explains everything...
Something i use to do, which i can easily do... Happens to be such a joyful event for a mother. Sigh. There is really no right or wrong, black or white in this world. It depends on how we see it.
Really...
One more time this thing happen i am going to change the light myself.
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Peeped at the newspaper yesterday or the day before and saw this headline :
Mom overjoyed when she discovered that her child told her a lie
Very catchy headline indeed. First reaction was "Huh? wth...?" I flipped to the page where the article was, wanting to find out what is the problem of this mother. Haha... To my surprise, i saw this word in the article, "Autistic". It explains everything...
Something i use to do, which i can easily do... Happens to be such a joyful event for a mother. Sigh. There is really no right or wrong, black or white in this world. It depends on how we see it.
Really...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Modern Love
Last night, while my mum was listening to songs, i overheard a "song".
<驛> by 林慧萍 - 黃舒駿
This song was very special. It cannot be considered a song until the very end. The song started of with a man, using his very emotional voice to tell out a very emotional story. When I first heard this "song"over the radio (at about 5am where there are no dee-jays), i was very touched by the story. I was totally clueless about the song as it was a man who narrates the story and a woman who sang the song. I gave up searching for this song after some time. Just when i gave up, the song appeared over the radio again. This time round, though I am still very touched by the story, but i felt that there is something the writer of this song is trying to tell.
I thought of posting the story here, but in the end I decided not :)
After letting some of my close ones to listen, I discovered that not many can really understand the message behind, so i should not make my blog so boring.
Will just express my thinking here :D
We don't hear much touching love stories from people around us, but we do hear alot of break-ups instead. Yes, this is Modern Love.
"So SWEEET!!!", " I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!" , "I miss you!", etc.
These words had been used excessively and readily between couples (me too). This is the way we use to love each other. Using spoken words and some special actions that people percieve as "sweet", "lovely". We don't realise it. But this may be one of the reasons for our rigidity in our "Modern Love". Not many of them are ready to commit to what they say and therefore resulting in this rigidity.
If you do hear love stories from the past (old grandmother,grandfather stories), you will realise that they don't say the three words to each other, nor do they do something special. However, their love stories are much more touching than ours. They expressed their love through something that they do in their everday life. They don't count their days as couples together, all they care is to walk towards the end of their life with their partner. It is the totally opposite of the modern love.
Their love is far more resilient than ours. How amazing and ironic it is for a couple which does not mentioned about the three words to last longer than a sweet couple which tells their partner how much they love each other.
It could be easily explained that we do not have much time in this fast moving society to express our love slowly (like through everyday life). We have so much to do that it becomes so convenient to say the three words and get on to what we are doing.
Well, Chor Chuan is standing in the position of a man who believes in the past but much influenced by the present. There could be much more perceptions and angles in looking at this topic.
To my love one: You might not realise but everything i do is because i love you...
<驛> by 林慧萍 - 黃舒駿
This song was very special. It cannot be considered a song until the very end. The song started of with a man, using his very emotional voice to tell out a very emotional story. When I first heard this "song"over the radio (at about 5am where there are no dee-jays), i was very touched by the story. I was totally clueless about the song as it was a man who narrates the story and a woman who sang the song. I gave up searching for this song after some time. Just when i gave up, the song appeared over the radio again. This time round, though I am still very touched by the story, but i felt that there is something the writer of this song is trying to tell.
I thought of posting the story here, but in the end I decided not :)
After letting some of my close ones to listen, I discovered that not many can really understand the message behind, so i should not make my blog so boring.
Will just express my thinking here :D
We don't hear much touching love stories from people around us, but we do hear alot of break-ups instead. Yes, this is Modern Love.
"So SWEEET!!!", " I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!" , "I miss you!", etc.
These words had been used excessively and readily between couples (me too). This is the way we use to love each other. Using spoken words and some special actions that people percieve as "sweet", "lovely". We don't realise it. But this may be one of the reasons for our rigidity in our "Modern Love". Not many of them are ready to commit to what they say and therefore resulting in this rigidity.
If you do hear love stories from the past (old grandmother,grandfather stories), you will realise that they don't say the three words to each other, nor do they do something special. However, their love stories are much more touching than ours. They expressed their love through something that they do in their everday life. They don't count their days as couples together, all they care is to walk towards the end of their life with their partner. It is the totally opposite of the modern love.
Their love is far more resilient than ours. How amazing and ironic it is for a couple which does not mentioned about the three words to last longer than a sweet couple which tells their partner how much they love each other.
It could be easily explained that we do not have much time in this fast moving society to express our love slowly (like through everyday life). We have so much to do that it becomes so convenient to say the three words and get on to what we are doing.
Well, Chor Chuan is standing in the position of a man who believes in the past but much influenced by the present. There could be much more perceptions and angles in looking at this topic.
To my love one: You might not realise but everything i do is because i love you...
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Our First Time... *+[180809]+*
Today marks the day whereby i hold her hands for 1 year... Wohoo!
Sigh! I was a shy and quiet boy then. That was why i drag 4 days before i hold her hands. HAHAHA!!! =)
我们牵着手，一直往前走，路，好象没有尽头。突然，你说：我们分开吧。于是，你往东走，我往西走，我想：没有关系，我们还会再见。因为，地球是圆的!
你笑一下，我的心就跟着你跳一下。你不停的笑，我的心就不停的跳！所以你要不停的笑，我才不会因为你而死掉!
Sigh! I was a shy and quiet boy then. That was why i drag 4 days before i hold her hands. HAHAHA!!! =)
我们牵着手，一直往前走，路，好象没有尽头。突然，你说：我们分开吧。于是，你往东走，我往西走，我想：没有关系，我们还会再见。因为，地球是圆的!
你笑一下，我的心就跟着你跳一下。你不停的笑，我的心就不停的跳！所以你要不停的笑，我才不会因为你而死掉!
Friday, August 14, 2009
ChorChuan *+[1ST ANNIVERSARY]+* PeiYi 140809 <3
Good nights people. It's been a moment that had been long awaited. Yup!!! Enjoyed our 1st year anniversary together! ( Endless more to come =D ).
Alright, the day started of with this TADAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
Broken jar with flowers.... I know you are sad over it Bao Bei... But its ok.
If this mean that your heart is as fragile as this, we are sure that it will also means that we gets stronger after it. Just like all the quarrels with had for this whole year. I love you even more after . . .
Our day officially started by meeting her at the JE interchange after her class outing at like 530pm. We initially wanted to watch "Where Got Ghost" but it was fully booked. So too bad, we have to watch "UP" as there are no other suitable time slots to go according to our schedule (we watched the 650pm show). I could see disappointment in her eyes when we don't get the tickets of the show that we wanted. I talked to her eyes and it revealed that she felt our day was full of disappointment. She told me that her friends told her that the movie not nice de...I don't know what to do, but to hope that the surprise she was receiving later will make her day!
We went to my house as there we still got quite some time before the movie. There, i presented a bouquet of flowers (fake flowers) with a bear hugging a heart on it, hiding inside was our rings =). Glad that she loves it. Then it was her turn to give me my surprise!!! WOOO!!! ALOT OF THINGS!!! HAHA!!! I LOVE HER!!!
LOL!!! TWO LETTERS WITH LOTS OF SWEETNESS INSIDE + A CUBE WITH OUR HEARTS INSIDE + A CD THAT HAVE THE VIDEO THAT WAS MADE BY HER FOR THIS SPECIAL DAY
Lovely............ I like them alot Darling =)
After that, we went to watch the movie. Oh My God! Out of expectations! Couples should and must go watch! A very touching story of how an old man went on an exciting, funny, saddening adventure just for his dead wife... He did lots of impossible things for her wife, and of course another character who is a Wilderness Explorer (boy scout)(His wife was also a wilderness explorer). Ok la... I did rolled up some tears, but she cried like as if I am the old man. HAHAHA!!!
After the movie, was our dinner at Swensens. Black Pepper seafood for her and curry baked rice for me. We shared an ICEd MoCha w Vanilla Float and MANGO FANTASY!!!
After i finish my rice and the ice MOcHa, i was like half dead... lol. The best and fatal part is the MANGO FANTASY!!! OH!!! Made me fantasized as if i am in the winter!!! Curry baked rice plus Ice MoChA plus MANGO FANTASY!!! After the meal, i felt chilling from my stomach... Even when i am typing this post, i am still shivering. VERY FREEZING!!! Enough to freeze our greatest moment together =)
After the meal, we went up to the arcade to take neoprint. But up to our disappointment, the arcade closed... We will take another day =D
The day then was sealed with a kiss by me at the train station. (For quite some time). Dont know which auntie will take photos and put on STOMP. But its ok, i love her. After she went back, the chilled in me made me jog all the way back to my home from the train station. I couldn't feel hot, just kept running and running.... The chilled was still there after i reach near my house, i then ran to the nearest pull-up bar to do some warming...
NooooOOOoooo!!!! Its ending in an hour. Happy 1st Year Anniversary!
PS. I am falling sick soon...... Owned by Swensens =(
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